☪ I am the ocean, I am the sea. ☪

I haven’t posted in about two months, I’d say, and I’m real sorry for that. I haven’t necessarily had the resources to do so. I haven’t had a laptop in months, nor do I have the money to fix it, and I was only able to use my friends for so long. When I got on my iPod I couldn’t reblog anything- I have no clue why- so I never went on. Low and behold, when I get on just to see… I’ve lost about 100 followers. I’m really upset. I understand that whole “it’s not about the followers!” bullshit… But it is. It is so about the followers. It’s about whether or not you have *loyal* followers; which I don’t have. 592 of you chose to stay and follow me- thanks to all of you, I send you lots of love, you’re my favorite and I love you. 😙❤

One thing I hate more than anything is someone who unfollows because someone doesn’t post every single day. I have stuff to do, I don’t revolve around this website anymore; not many people do. If you’re going to unfollow, unfollow because you don’t like the shit a person posts, in which case you shouldn’t have fucking followed them in the first place! I don’t know man, I’m just kinda pissed off that so many people unfollow due to vacancy. Like I’m all “You haven’t posted in a month? Cool man, I’m down with whatever.” I don’t care.

I remember when having a Tumblr was the coolest thing EVER. It was like this elite club of losers who liked cat and pizza and where everyone was nice, and then there were those who were famous… Some were nice, some weren’t, but either way we wished we were them. Like it was nice, yanno? You weren’t supposed to tell anyone about Tumblr, and now EVERY SINGLE PERSON knows. All the assholes from everyone’s schools came and made this place shit. You’re not safe the way you used to be; now there are bullies and hate pages and all this disgusting shit. People are snobs now; plain fucking rude and mean, and no one gives a fuck about anyone unless they’re pretty or dying; but that’s life. I guess I just expected Tumblr to stay the way it had been… Everyone was fucking perfect, everyone leaned on each other, helped each other, was nice and supportive… Everyone had a general love for each other. Now people only care if you’re Tumblr famous, or suicidal.

The worst part? This will probably get ZERO notes because I’m nothing compared to pictures of people pretending to be on the phone, or posts about people fucking eating or some shit; nothing relevant ever makes it on this website. It’s all pointless bullshit.

Unless you’re famous, you’re not gonna be heard…

And that’s the fucked up part about this all.